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Oct 21st 2020!⃝I agree with what all these people are saying about eds and self harm. i really relate to most of this song. i don’t have a diagnosed ed, but i do skip meals, obsessively count calories, make sure i eat under 1000 and feel like i need to be skinny. i have a sister and she is a few months older than me (we r not biological) and she has a perfect body, and shes a blue eyed blondie. she is constantly exercising and she eats 3x the amount i do in a day but she is still skinnier. its like a rub in my face like ha im perfect and no matter how long you starve u will never be like me. at this point i feel like if i start exercising more my family will just think im copying her. obviously they would never admit to it but shes the favorite. if she wants something she pretty much gets it without hesitation. she is skinny, blonde, blue eyes, wears a lot of crop tops and stuff, average height. Im 5’8 curly brown hair brown eyes, freckles all over me, fat, and every day i wear an oversized flanel shirt. :,(
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i never look good in mom jeans.
